Argument Against Change

"What did you just do?
Again, even though you'd
never do those stupid
stupid things again?"

"I don't know, I guess
I just never learned
to shut my mouth,
to keep those thoughts,
those feelings,
inside.
I just out and say it,
all of it?

"I was very precise in my instructions.
Even you agreed. You said
you understood.
Don’t care.
Don’t do anything.
Nothing."

"I'm sorry, I guess
I just don’t listen very well.
When I saw that look
in her eyes
that's unreadable
or scared."

"Well then,
you've only yourself to blame.
I thold you what to do,
how to change."

"Yeah, I know, but
what's the point?
What's the point of changing
when in the end
it is still not me that they like."